The Path Ends Here
2004-07-03@3:07 p.m.
As I said, I wasnt abandoning this diary. People who I didnt really appreciate reading it have started, but I can give a damn. I've said since the beggining that this diary will not end just becuase people are reading it. I have no problem with my life being out there.
In my livejournal, I posted about how I will probably never speak to Breezi again. It's my own fault, and at least I'm leaving this with my pride and a bang. After doing what I'm about to detail, I got many phone calls and IM's thanking me and saying someone had to do that in their lifetime. Many were glad it was me to do it.
Some people in this world are sickening. I got a message from someone in a high-pitched voice, definately Breezi's aunt because I heard Breezi's unmistakable laugh in the background, saying how she was someone going to natchitoches. People should stay out of other people's personal business. I'm not going to grow up to be like these people.. I'm not going to be stuck in a dirt-poor life with a trash family who drinks all the time and has nothing better do do with their lives than to call me up at odd times of the night and tease a situation that is on a tender nerve.
Immaturity abounds in this world.. but I do hate people who have no sense of the decisions that they make and how it affects their children. I told Breezi's mom off when she came online in a futile attempt to fuss me for, get this, hurting her. That lady has hurt Breezi, or at least, that is what Breezi has told me, more than I ever have. If there is one thing I hate more than narrow-mindedness and intollerance, it is hypocrasy.
I do have a feeling Breezi's going to grow up exactly like her mom, and I'm glad I walked out of the situation. You can see the full log of my conversation with her in my livejournal, on a July 2nd entry. It is out in the open.
I am not somebody to mess with when I am angry.. and the audacity that some people have when they try to make things right without knowing the situation is mindboggling. The road to hell (or lack thereof) is paved with good intentions.
However, I'm a happy person right now. I'm going on a little date with a good friend from natchitoches today. I also get to see Spider Man 2. Awesome huh?
Life is improving day-by-day. I am pulling strings with connections that I seem to have, befriending old friends, and making new ones. I'm even possibly finding people that I can forge as close a connection to as I have with Breezi.
I can already say.. it was worth it.
Bis Dann.
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The Path Ends Here - 2004-07-03
Another Path - 2004-06-30
Long Nights - 2004-06-29
Moving on? - 2004-06-26
Two Step - 2004-06-26